time for new beginnings.

i'm sure anyone who reads this post is propably going to ask themselves why i'm posting this specific message about Rahm Emanuel. I couldn't be anymore excited but for a new mayor, new beginnings for the city i love. and who else would be more experienced for this job than him. A former representative of chicago and a former white house chief of staff.
it's obvious that no person would leave a job of such prestiege without being confidant of the new beginnings ahead. So.. bust out your Rahm bumper stickers and buttons... because it's that time for the young to once again prevail in another election.


(i sound like a fucking....... advertiser hahaha ).

AND make sure to vote democrat this year's midterm election. the last thing we need is those filthy republican's running Illinois.

what a day.

sometimes i wish people knew how hard it took me to get where i am now.
i've learned that even though i acted like i was 100% confidant about what i was doing, i was certainly not. and i can't believe how incredibly stupid i was.
today in my philosophy class that is filled with sophomores and 2 seniors, i gave a mini lecture on the difference between knowing and thinking "thyself".. apparently i now sound like i've been on this planet for more than twenty years. a kid asked me what i meant and how i was so certain. all i could reply back is that "you kind of just know, which is ironic in a way."
i wake up every morning forcing myself because i figure the earlier i get up, the sooner i'll be back in this same bed dreading to wake up or a lovely little thing called paranoia.
i worry about too many things and i'm way too alert. last night, my neighbor turned on her AC and i was flipping out because i thought it was going to explode.
down the street someone's car alarm was going off.... something fell downstairs..... my dad's snoring which sounds like a hovercraft.... the dog downstairs...... the water dripping... the creek in the backyard...... the highway... the train tracks....
outside my window, people are constantly moving.

"dunder mifflin, the people person paper company"

I hope all are doing well and i am not boring you with nothing that i have written.

its so hard to keep up with this blog but i promised myself i would even though i think people don't read it. but who knows? sometimes people need something ambiguous and snarky to read while waiting for a train or for a coffee or waiting for something.... or in many cases, looking like they're being productive.

depaul.... what can i say? it feels like i sold my soul to them when i started literally a week ago. tomorrow, its going to be two weeks that i've been a history/political science major. i have a gut feeling that i made the right decision about changing over. sometimes you need to do something for the good everyone not just yourself.
I think everyone at a time in their life don't know what theyre doing with their lives so they just resort to nothing. but in a way, even though i honestly don't know what i'm doing most of the time, at least i'm doing something.
i think my place is chicago and im just meant to travel. who knows.. i might end up with a cute british boy haha.

lets skip 4 months & 8 days....

to see these sexy Followill men.
July 24th.

Getting excited.

Sorry for the minimal posting on here. So i promised that i'd be posting a Remember Me mini review and trust me, I'm working on it!
New obsessions...... lets see. I'm in love with Jakob Dylan and Jeff Buckley right now.


There's always something new for me to love.

&

Sometimes i wonder what if i ventured in the world of film....
I love movies, not mainstream but usually the ones that end up winning awards or independent films. Twilight saga is as mainstream as i get. Who knows maybe later on i'll venture into screenwriting.


Who said i cant get my degree in history/political science &&& do screenwriting and fashion at the same time?

I got a mini crush on Jeff Buckley.